I am from little East Europe country - Lithuania, where Christianity is the dominating religion, where baby with firs his days in this life become Christian.
Ďve never been an atheist but I never call myself good Christian. It was the
time when I was going to the church every Sunday not just for praying but to help to the priest beside praying ,
to sing in the churchís chorus. I had God in my heart even when I was asking my
parents why they christened me without asking me if I would like to be a Christian or
my life as I remember I couldnít be good Christian and I couldnít understand
the meaning of this religion, but I
was looking for it. I was reading a lot of books about Christianity I was asking
a lot of priestís help, but still I could say that I feel and I believe
ďsomebodyísĒ being over me but I can not call myself Christian.
Life without greatest God guiding is hard, scared and blind wherever i am going. I was looking for God all the time and I felt that he is so close to me. I was feeling Godís help all the time, I felt like he is talking to me, I saw how he is taking care of me and letting me find the way of life that he already chose to me. Iím trying to understand a lot of signs that he is sending to me like words.
second child in my family but to my
mother her delivery pain was much harder than her first baby. I
was a very lucky baby to survive that delivery, I believe God have saved my life. After
two really serious accidents people
said that nobody can survive after that, I started to appreciate my life as
nobody in this world. I felt how fragile is human life and just God knows how
long I will live..
let me trust him every minute of my life and enjoy my life even when Iím sick or
feeling bad. I know that God is giving us everything with hope that we will
appreciate it, that we will understand that he is doing it just for us.
had car accident right on my graduation exams and I should stay in a bed not
less than six weeks. I could move
just my head and arms but with Godís help I get done with my school and
enter university even lying like
that. Even my doctor couldnít believe that I did that. Usual people are just
screaming with pain or asking for a pill to make them sleep. It canít be just
luck, itís miracle of God for sure. After this I became more faithful but
ďsomebodyĒ still kept me away from church. I guess I can understand what it was
just now..for me church wasnít the way to God ..
understanding about God, that I was looking for it so long time, my way to real
happiness, to calmness of my soul I found just because my husband. How we met
each other how we felt in love was one of Godís miracles too. In the beginning
of our relationship we never talk about religion and we never had problems with
it. One day when I was really happy
just of because I met such a good person, my boyfriend (in that time we
still werenít married) told me that he wish to give me the best what he have in
his life Ė faith. God put the right words in his lips and I was really
interested to hear his words about Holy Qurían, about miracles
written in it, what is the meaning
of every move of his body when he
was praying. It was just one
conversation about that topic, but it was enough to make me read all books
about that I was able to get. With
every book, with every page I started to understand what I missing in my life, what I was looking for, asking priests.
Books were talking to me or God was talking to me through books. I found answers
to a lot of questions, I found calmness of my soul while everybody else is still
searching for that calmness.
became Muslim just few months ago and itís amazing to feel that miracle of getting reborn. God love me so much that
he let me get born again when I am already 21 years old, when I am enough smart
to appreciate his amazing gift. Now
I am a Muslim. Nobody will believe how
different it is to be Muslim.
God made me see the sun in a different way than I used to see it when I was Christian. This sun has a different meaning. Now I know that this sunshine that God is sending to us everyday is his way to show us how much he care about us, how much he love us. Just because of his love we do not feel cold, we can see the world in many colors. God made night to show us how amazing is light. He made us trust him that after cold and dark night God will bring nice and fresh morning. In this way God is trying to talk to us. He gave us eyes to see his words in every miracle.
so glad and thankful for this Godís gift to see this world, to appreciate my
life. He gave me this new and fresh light in my life, now I can see his words to
me in a different way. Everything I do everywhere I go God is saying welcome to me, in miracles that
he is doing to me I see that Iím in the right way, that he is with me.
didnít change in one day, it didnít change even in 21 years all what has changed
just is quality of my life when
true understanding of Godís came in to my heartÖ.
wish world can change too..Now people are angry and tired of looking for
calmness for success for a better life, they are tired of hating each other of
being jealous, nations trying to survive to fight each other, countries trying
to live in pace but can not stay without war. Each day world are going deeper
and deeper down..One way to stop it Ė to make Islam as way of life. With God in
everybodyís heart we will find and enjoy our life that we are just dreaming
about, we will build not scaring future for our children, we will be not scare
to met each other..